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watching while eating
May 29, 2009Here I am in front of the computer watching some Nip/Tuck…sex scenes while eating fish. I don’t know what kind of fish it is. It tastes awful! God, that guy from Nip/Tuck is sexy as HELL!
am i bad? is that why people don’t love me?
May 15, 2009My parents always tell me that I’m “bad.” It hurts me when they say that ’cause I know I’m not bad. I’m not an evil person. It’s just … it’s hard for me to control my emotions sometimes.
suicidal
Just tried to commit suicide the day before yesterday, and I didn’t succeed, apparently. Well, I didn’t really wanna die. I just wanted somebody to take me to the hospital, but no one did. They saw the blood, but didn’t take me to the hospital. They totally ignored me. My mother even told me she doesn’t love me anymore and that she’s gonna leave me because I make her life difficult.